So I'm Floundering... In The Deep End

Hey,

BIG AWESOME NEWS!! Eloise is coming to town!! All the way from the other side of Oz to my side! But... I may not be able to see her. Which is gayyyy! I actually hate not having enough money to do anything. >_< I'm really bummed about not getting to see Eloise (not that the plans or anything is set in concrete)

Eloise... <3

On a side note, my bruise is healing up well (read about it {here}, and {here}) I can barely feel it. 

And you wouldn't believe but I've been working on this post over the weekend and I just couldn't find the right words to say... I've always wanted this blog to be a honest space. A space for people to come and talk. But, then again, honesty and I are not best friends. It's the fact that I keep my major problems to myself. I won't talk to anyone about them. Not even Jess, who's my mentor. (Which is stupid I know but I keep my emotions under the dirt. Can't have everyone seeing I'm not perfect, can I?) I don't know why I'm doing this. It's just happening... Just putting it out there, I do not have my life all together. It's fraying at the seams, and no-one but myself to blame, and no-one (it seems) to turn to. 

<3
Sarah

giveaway {here}

posts {here}, and {here} made me cry

awesome posts {here}, and {here} (hey, I know they're pretty much the same but, meh, who cares)

I have so many keys now...

Went for a walk

The new effects Photobucket are bringing in are quite amazing!