Screwed

So this is screwed.
Sarah
xox

Flyleaf +Powerful

This is really powerful stuff. It made me cry. :'(
Sarah
xox

Parachutes + Shortness

Hey guys!
This is gonna be short or something coz I can't think of anything else to write. My brain just got fried. So I may just write a poem. But the problem is my creative juices aren't flowing like they normally do. I mean I wrote a poem last night but it was a depressing one. I'll show you-
"I'm falling down,
I'm falling now
That parachute ain't gonna stop me
I'm slipping
I'm sliding
There's no-one here to stop the unseen
Help me
Guide me
I'm in this place again
I'm flailing
I'm falling
Please, God, make this end.
I'm on my knees now,
I'm crying out.
The shame that's inside
Is coming out.
My hands out in front of me
Blood pouring from my arms.
My soul is sinking deeper
I need to stop this cutting now.
The razor's out
Drawn across the skin
A stifled cry.
Blood pours from within.
I cover it up
And cry again,
Where do I go from here?
My life had only just began
And as I fall
I cry to you.
'God, you have to save me.
I can't do this on my own.
I tried, I failed
I'm lying with this smile.
I need to show what is within.'
I'll wait for your reply
I'll listen and hold on tight
I don't want to fall today.
To let go of the rope.
It's burning my hands
Help me up!
It's burning my hands again
I try and try to stifle the cry
The cry welling up on inside.
It's out
I'm falling
The devil is calling
I need a way out now."
(I know it's depressing but that's how I write.)
Catcha later,
Sarah
xox

Don't give up!

"Let it all out,
Get it all out
Rip it out,
Remove it.
Don't be alarmed
When the wound begins to bleed."
That is the start of my all time favourite Relient K song. It talks about letting your pain out. And a while back  I was in a valley, a deep, deep valley, and I couldn't see my way out. And I thought that I would let my pain out by cutting. And while in that valley I stopped believing in life, so I wanted to kill myself. Listening to this music helped me out. God spoke to me and I know that I have been strengthened by what I have gone through. So now I want to share my story with others.
"And you said I know that this will hurt,
But if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
Remember the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."
You CAN get out!!! Don't give up now

Maccas and little kiddies (Good times)

Heyo!!!!
I went to McDonald's on Sunday for munchies with me maties. Which got me thinking, every time I go out for food with me maties and fan-dam-ily, it's like a really tinsy-winsy minuscule taste of the feast we get in heaven. Which is gonna be A-MAZE-ING, just saying. But then it's really nothing compared to what Christ has set up for us in Heaven.
I was talking to a little boy on Wednesday. And for his writing, he had to write, "Trust in God with all your heart. I love Jesus." (or something along those lines) and then draw a picture of Jesus on the back. So I asked him what he thought of when he thought about Jesus. He got really frustrated and said, "I don't know." So I told him about what I thought of Jesus... and I got to tell him about what Jesus did for him. I got to witness to a 5yr old. And I don't know about you but I get really excited about that. Coz I just got a chance to see Jesus in my life and show Him. Even if it was to a Pre-Primary, it was something. I have a feeling that that thought of what Jesus did will stay with him for a long while. And just last month at a sleepover that I was a leader on, my friend, Emily, and I got a chance to witness to this 11yr old boy. And just to show him a little bit of Jesus was an A-MAZE-ING experience. It's not often I actually have the opportunities to share my life and faith.
Have you ever had a wonderful opportunity to share your faith? If you haven't I encourage you to, it is an A-MAZE-ING experience and one you will never forget.
Happy Posting! (comments would be nice)
Sarah
xox

It's another post =O

Hey guys,
Soo sorry I haven't posted anything for a while. I'm gonna try and blog every day, but I am actually super busy. I guess that what happens when you're still studying and such-like (again, awesome word!)
Bussy, busy, busy! Work and an A-MAZE-ING musical night last night. Getting no sleep coz my big sister's home from uni on a break. (YAYY!!) so she's taking me to Macca's and such-like @11 o'clock at night. And then we get kicked out coz they were closing. :( So we went to our resident mountain. =p (which is more like a bump, but it's cool, I live in Australia we don't have mountains)
So apperantly my blog dissapeared, sorry. I'm still trying to figure this stuff out. (not very good at computers)
Well catcha later,
Happy posting and have a great weekend,
Sarah
xox

"Do you?" Just a little poem I wrote

And all at once, I remember those childhood days,
Us running together hand in hand.
Where did you wander off to?
Do you even remember?
Remember like I do?
As children, we were young and carefree,
But now you're callous and indifferent
Do you remember those summer days?
Of our carefree independence?
Life was an adventure,
But did you take a wrong turn?
Do you still believe?
Believe in fairy-tales and myths,
In love and mystery.
Our independence was something to rejoice over
Not to mope around like you're doing now
I thought you believed like I did
But I guess I was wrong
You left that path long ago
Your courage seemed to fade away
You tuned out to every word I said
But I still love you, my dear.

Reality and God

"Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."
-Philip K. Dick.


Now if we took out the word reality and inserted the word God, it would look something like this.
"God is that which, when you stop believing in Him, doesn't go away."
Which is true, for though we turn our backs, He is still there watching us. He knows what our life looks like. He is watching your every move. He is crying with you when you're sad. He is the arm around when you're frustrated. He's your best friend being crazy with you, when you're happy. Let us not turn our back on Him, for what if He suddenly decided to turn His back on us? Will the sun rise? Will the world end?
Life is too short to waste it. Keep fighting the good fight and running the race.
Have you ever felt God in your life?
Happy posting,
Sarah
xox

On My Bed :)

So, this is my third post. Writing this in my bedroom, on my bed. The bottom bed is actually rather hard to reach, specially my poor phone. And I want to say thanks to all the people who viewed my blog. You guys are actually quite amazing. All 20 something of you. So I wanted to dedicate this post to Eloise, coz she is actually quite awesome and such-like. (Ahaha, such-like is now my favourite word.) So Eloise, I can't wait to see you, and I miss you, and I think you should email me back. (Eloise and I have the glasses, the other two are just some random kooks we know :p) She is actually a gun (in the nicest way possible.)

So I'll catcha later, guys
Have a nice week and happy posting,
Sarah
xox

It's A Tuesday

Arrggghhh!! It's a Tuesday and that means it's nearly a Wednesday. Lol. Tuesdays are actually pretty chill, just relax at home. The rent's yelling in my ears coz I'm not doing what I'm 'sposed to be doing... So I don't actually know what to post in a blog so bear with me. I know this is really short, so soz :) I'll do better next time, kk?

Catcha later,
Sarah
xox

So I now have A Blog

So since I am soo cool and such like and my friend conviced me I got a blog :)